it has been such a long time i didn't update my blog .

well, i have reasons, okay ?

our Monthly Test has ended yesterday . 

the students acted like it was the end of year of school seja bha .

oh, i wish !

i had a nightmare yesterday . 

i was sleeping soundly, till i had this dream where my last paper appeared .

it was my Commerce paper . 

i don't know why it appeared in my dream, but i was scared .

i was [and still am] scared that i will fail in that subject .

i was targeted to get an 'A' in SPM for it !

[not just me, there's someone else too]

then i woke up, in my mind was "the answer was supposed to be D !"

*poker face*

my head was spinning . 

i'm scared that i will fail in that subject .

i did study for that subject . i did .

but, the things that i studied were not out in the paper test .

darn it .

ugh . 

i feel depressed . it's time to change the subject before my mood is ruined .

so, there's few more days until Raya comes .

i am excited because we'll be celebrating Raya in my Mum's village . 

BUT ! in the first day of Raya, we're celebrating it in the airplane =_=

oh well~

bukan selalu~ LOL

just an hour ago, i logged into my Facebook account and i saw this video posted by one of my FB friend .

[press play ! press play !]

seriously, i was touched .

my tears fell T.T

the part where there's an old man driving the lorry was .... ahh !

i thought he was gonna threw Fizi and Ahmad away [like other humans always do], but he didn't . he helped them . 

FAITH IN HUMANITY RESTORED .

people or shall i say, humans, these days act like animals .

killing their own relatives, adults abuse children, treat the OKUs like some kind of disgusting animals .

seriously, what happened to humans ? 

why did they do all those kind of craps ?

why would they kill their own mother ?

why would they burn their loved ones ?

why would they leave a dying little kid on the street ?

why would they leave the OKUs in a place they shouldn't be in ?

why ? what happened to humanity ?

with all these craps keep happening, i'm kind of scared to live on my own when i finished my school years .

i'm scared that, out of nowhere, i'll be murdered by some irresponsible humans .

i'm scared that, i will be kidnapped by a pedophile ._.

i'm scared that, i will be ... raped by a heartless motherf*ckers .

i'm scared that, i will be abused by a wicked human .

this is depressing .

and out of topic too ...

i should start packing .